I'm going to fail.
I was doing great this fall. I was even two books ahead! So what happened? Well, I started comfort-reading.
Back in September, I tore my rotator cuff and that sidelined me from most normal activities, which was kind of unhappy making. Then as I started to get a handle on that, I got a cold. Then another one. Which turned into a sinus infection. And then, when that went away, I got another cold. All of these things made me sad. So I've been living in some state of disgruntlement for the past three months. And my normal response to grumpiness it to read (and re-read) fluff.
So have I read some new books in the past few months? Yes, quite a few, actually. But it's all been romantic fluff, which I am not counting towards my goal as they are not the books that I wanted to get read this year (since I typically have no problem reading those fluff books on my reading list). I've also re-read some of my favorite fluff books. And I've read a fair amount of fanfic online (which really doesn't count as any sort of book in my world). But I haven't really read any "real" books.
I'm half way through Yakuza: Japan's Criminal Underworld
So yeah, my chances of getting through enough "real" books in the next two weeks to meet my goal of 24 are fairly low. Though now I am, at least, one book closer. Because audiobooks count.
I used to listen to audiobooks quite a bit on my drive to and from work. But since I'm not working anymore, I don't have a commute. And I can't normally focus on audiobooks unless I have something to occupy me visually (like driving) so my remaining audiobooks have just been languishing. Until I realized I could listen to them while knitting, cleaning and cooking.
Overall, it was quite interesting. The narrator was a bit flat but not so annoying as to be difficult to listen to. I did sometimes question how up-to-date the book was; a few of the studies seem like they could be many (many) years old even though the book was published in 2007. (For instance, when talking about the concept of beauty in Japan (and associated codes), it spoke about how women would dress in their kimono to accent their neck, as the neck was seen as sexy. Yes, that's true - the Japanese view the neck as very sensual. Geisha makeup is even done in such a way as to accentuate the neck because it is alluring. But the book talked about kimono like it was daily wear, not the special occasion wear it is now. That made me question how current the information was and if the author was fudging things or skimming topics, potentially ignoring facts that didn't match his conclusions. There are other instances that made me question how current (and thorough) the author's studies and conclusions were, but the kimono one stuck in my mind the most.) Anyway, I took the information presented with a tiny little grain of salt but I really found it interesting. And I'd love to know more specific codes, actually, because it was very intriguing.
But for now, I'll switch gears and pick another "real" audiobook to see if I can't get closer to my year-end goal before failure happens. My goal now: little failure instead of big.

"We climb to heaven most often on the ruins of our cherished plans, finding our failures were successes." -Amos Bronson Alcott
ReplyDeleteThat tells me there can be hope in the failures we have.
Well, I am feeling rather unconcerned about my impending failure, so in a way, that's a success, yes? I think so. Success and failure, all rolled into one! :)
ReplyDeleteIt is possible that the knowledge gained by reading one of the "real" books would not change your world at all, but the attitude change by reading one of your "fluff" books might indeed change someone else's life. I agree that the pursuit of knowledge is noble and always to be strived for, excusing the grammar, but don't overlook the exercise of the mind and the pure joy of reading, it is not without merit. Love you to pieces, Claudia
ReplyDeleteWell, the purpose (for me, at least) of any book isn't so much as to improve the world but the fluff books do tend to give me warm fuzzy so that's certainly not a bad thing! Of course, the "real" books are around to try to make sure the warm fuzzies don't turn my brain to mush. :)
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